So, almost all of my previous posts are generally just reports of how low I feel and why. Let's see if I can come up with something more positive for this go-round. Well, maybe at least neutral.
I bought lots of sh*t last month. Trying to make myself feel better I suppose. I just feel poorer now. Some of the stuff has to be configured with other (new) components. I haven't even opened the boxes.
Dang, and this was supposed to be a positive, or at least neutral post.
OK, well I got promoted from Supervisor to Superintendent. That was great. I still have to work 10 - 12 hours per day. I got a small raise this year. It just doesn't mean much anymore. Don't get me wrong, I would rather be promoted than demoted, or laid off. So I count this as a blessing. It is just that I am not happy.
I have heard people say that family is everything. Others place a high value on their friends. I don't have that. It is just me now, and I hate that.
On the other hand, why am I crying in my beer? I don't live in the town recently ravaged by a mile wide tornado. I don't have a terminal disease (that I know of.) I have all my limbs and fingers, Both my eyes work. I live in one of the richest countries on the face of the planet. I know who God is; but I have consistently declined to serve him. The rest just doesn't mean anything.
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