The other escort I was setting up with determined she would rather be in the Bahamas on a luxury yacht than sipping drinks with moi. She cancelled on Thursday leaving me holding the hotel room bag for Thursday and Friday of the long weekend. Of course, typical pathetic situation for "little 'ole me. Hmmm let's see, a luxury yacht in the Bahamas or 2 hours with a new john in DC. Not a hard choice.
It is probably for the best though. That is a lot of money to spend on an evening, and again, I don't know this woman. She could be very unpleasant. I thought I would get involved with another person as a way of keeping myself from becoming too attached. However given the fact that Grace lives in Seattle and visits DC once every few months, no additional measures may be needed
. I have signed up for Speed Dating per her recommendation. If I really push myself to get involved in other social activities (or even just Speed Dating on a regular basis,) I should be distracted enough to avoid loss of consciousness such as what I experienced on my first date with Grace.
She is such a wonderful date that I simply cannot imagine being with someone so great on a regular basis. However she can also help me avoid settling for something less than what I need. I am a little perplexed regarding Grace. I really anticipated a response to my last note to her. I am worried she may realize what a damaged person I am and wants nothing further to do with me. Time will tell I suppose. She indicated she will be back in the September time frame. "When will we know?" If November rolls around and I have no "Gracious" contact.
That's a long time between now and then. Hell, armageddon could come in that time frame. I suppose I can always hope (unless armageddon pops up first.)
It is probably for the best though. That is a lot of money to spend on an evening, and again, I don't know this woman. She could be very unpleasant. I thought I would get involved with another person as a way of keeping myself from becoming too attached. However given the fact that Grace lives in Seattle and visits DC once every few months, no additional measures may be needed
. I have signed up for Speed Dating per her recommendation. If I really push myself to get involved in other social activities (or even just Speed Dating on a regular basis,) I should be distracted enough to avoid loss of consciousness such as what I experienced on my first date with Grace.
She is such a wonderful date that I simply cannot imagine being with someone so great on a regular basis. However she can also help me avoid settling for something less than what I need. I am a little perplexed regarding Grace. I really anticipated a response to my last note to her. I am worried she may realize what a damaged person I am and wants nothing further to do with me. Time will tell I suppose. She indicated she will be back in the September time frame. "When will we know?" If November rolls around and I have no "Gracious" contact.
That's a long time between now and then. Hell, armageddon could come in that time frame. I suppose I can always hope (unless armageddon pops up first.)
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