Broken

Sunday rolled around and I was truly NOT READY to talk to the board.  I had gone to a soccer game the day before as part of a management retreat.  Lots of people around, didn't know most of them.  They all get up with their friends and talk up a storm.  One of the veeps came over and conversed briefly and stiffly.  Oh well, that was the best I could do.  I came home and (of course) watched some TV until 10:00 & then went to bed.

Sunday rolled around and I could not, not, not face those guys.  I didn't want to go to the service in a bad way either.  I considered showing up for the meeting but not for the service, but that too seemed like too much.  So this much delayed and often rescheduled approach to the board was delayed yet again, this time though by myself.  Amazingly enough, I was somewhat productive  I assembled some book cases that had arrived several days earlier
.  I also went out and bought and changed the battery in 2 of my wrist watches.  (For those new to this blog this is a big work day for me on any weekend or holiday.)  The goals I set for myself are so small I feel entirely pathetic.  It is like I will never be productive again.

I am broken!