So it's day 3 of my resolution to study the Watchtower. I made it through the first 2 days and struggling (though not too hard) today. I better get to it. But alas there is other work that needs attention. I have a presentation today and that's far more important than my everlasting fate. For cryin' out loud, I am so very stupid! There ought to be a law. Oops, there is, God's law. I broke it; and will probably die as a result.
So I didn't study the Watchtower yesterday or today. I did however get another Bose Jewel Cube in the mail, part of my plan to get more stuff -- a home theatre system. God, when will I ever learn? I also bought $500+ dollars worth of tickets (that would be 2) for a play to which I invited my escort, Grace to be followed by dinner. Ummm let's see, 550 (tickets) + 1150 (escort) + 150 (dinner) + 20 (Misc.) = 1,880. Damn, I better have a good time! Of course that's only the material cost. I'll be paying a higher price insofar as my relationship to God (what's left of it) is concerned.
It's a day later and the escort, Grace is joining me for the show - Great! I am really looking forward to a great time. And at the same time dreading the consequences. I don't know what they will be but I am sure they will be unpleasant. Makes one wonder if it's worth it. Of course not. However, the hook is set. going forward I will be a fish fighting the line. But really, I guess I've been doing that for 22 years now. Multiple hooks, multiple lines. I am finished.
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