I went to the meeting last night. I saw my son. He was very late (as has become his norm.) Still it was good to see him there. One weird thing happened. I left quickly as I usually do. I was a good 20 feet outside the front door when someone calls my name. It was one of my son's adult friends who just wanted to say "hi." So she said "hi" and I returned the greeting after which he went back inside. I walked the rest of the way to my car wondering what that was all about.
I think it is now that my very popular son is back in the congregation he unwittingly pricks their conscience and they feel like "O let me say to 'Hi' to his father so I will feel better." Cynical, I know, but when you are isolated as long as I have been, lots of strange things make sense.
If I ever gave up entirely, I know what my new hobby would be. An interesting use of the word. When I was reading escort reviews on Monday (holiday) I noticed a few guys referring to their practice of frequenting escorts a "hobby." I suppose the term fits. However, I don't like the fact that it makes it sound like this practice (of visiting escorts) is legitimate. I know it isn't, It's just wrong.
Still I need a diversion. Something that doesn't take up too much time but is enjoyable. I think it would somehow soothe my brain. I should just read more. That requires more mental effort but that's a good thing. I thought about going to Starbucks to do so, but didn't thinking "I can read here just as well." Actually I can't there is simply too much distraction at home. Well it is something to shoot for. Just pick up a book instead of turning on TV.
I worked a long time yesterday and came home around 9:30. I got very little sleep due some gastrointestinal distress. Now here I am at 7:30 trying to determine how I can possibly make it through the day. I just want to lay down and go to sleep. Escorts are still on my mind. I have identified 3 that would be a good fit for me, and one additional escort I admire. I have returned to her page many times. Contrary to the less bubbly an doutgoing other 3, Tara seems to be just a good solid person you can have fun with. It nearly goes without saying that she is totally drop-dead gorgeous (DDG.)
She is visiting DC in late June/Early August. Of course the other is in town but seems to specialize in "In-Call" service. But each time I have to ask myself, do I really want to spend 350 - 500 USD per hour on a date? That is so steep, and I know I'd rather have a surface. Maybe I can use this trade-off to my advantage. Focus on the cost, and stop dwellinv on the pleasurable possibilities. It is strengthened by the Surface3 promotional launch. Now I can imagine something standing in place of the money I would spend on these women.
I have made it through about a week of relatively consistent Bible reading. I just got into Exodus today. I am using a very good and modern translation. It is much easier to understand. My sister got it first and when I saw it I asked for it. This is the large print version of a Bible. It is just what I need to start my days at work.
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