So here we are: I have been listening to Goth all morning. It has been a rater productive morning as the Goth seems to engage the screwed up part of my brain allowing the resto to focus on the work I really need to do.
I know it is a negative overall thing. Certainly the tenor of the emails I have been sending is malafected. I won't even see it until I get the blow-back from the recipients; either immediately if the content is patently offensive or other. Most likely a form I won't understand will appear because these emails cause a circumvolution about a slight which turns to a tempest. All this to say here I go again. How can I fix this? The answer is always the same: study, meetings, prayer and service. And then the question is always the same: How am I going to make myself do that?
And I remain so totally damned.
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