So on the last post I decided that I need to do some things:
1. Read More
2. Pray More (as much as is necessary to stop feeling anxious.)
3. Look up what is already written about my problems and try to apply that,
4. Stop feeling sorry for myself, wash my face and
5. Help others
I had my first Family Worship night with my son. It was good. He was positive about it and it helped me to understand his reasoning on things.
I haven't put into practice these things. I am praying more, for the next encounter with a "professional" woman be somehow cancelled. This is the second time I set up a date with her so I am determined to keep it unless she cancels. If I do end up going, I will try my best to enjoy the time together, however because of the nature of the encounter, there is very little chance of it leading to anything immoral.
I suppose I do spend a lot of time feeling sorry for myself. How stupid is that!
It still seems largely hopeless, but I don't feel quite as bad as I have before. I think that the convention did raise my spirits a bit. Of course, they beat me up pretty oggd
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