I could just fall over and sleep for several hours.
The convention (as usual) gave me plenty of time to reflect on the way I have really made a mess of my life. I am really so very sad now. You can see the progress other people make that eclipse my very best efforts during those brief moments in my life when I managed to serve God more so than not.
I just wish I could hide my face from this world, curl up into a ball and die. Unfortunately I have responsibilities and I know I cannot fulfill those responsibilities dead. Also my life is not mine, but God's even though I haven't given him anything noteworthy in a very long time.
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