The Perfect Woman for Me

I've often wondered what the "must-have" requirements for a woman would be.  I believe now I have that list:

1. Kindhearted

2. Intelligent

3. Sex positive

4. Able to make an honest assessment of anything, including herself, and is willing to improve.

5. Takes care of herself spiritually, mentally, and physically

My current girlfriend has the first three but not the last two.  Felicity misses #4.  I imagine Sasha N does as well.

On a separate note:  

I am still struggling to get work done.  I pray about it constantly.  But every time I sit down to do work I literally look for distractions.  

I'm having a lot of trouble getting to my church services.  I can attend online but that isn't quite the same as visiting personally.  I feel like I am being played a bit.  I keep praying about it and doing my continual education routine (albeit minimal). But I just can't seem to get traction.

I know it is related to me returning to my old vomit, porn.  It is my old nemesis.  I even hired an escort (for legal services only) recently.  We just went to a restaurant and talked a little.  But talk about a way to choke off the HS.  Man, both of those things are it big time. 

The moral of the story is, if you want to be a good Christian, all you have to do is act like one in every phase of your life, all the time, with few mistakes.  That's all.